It's a loves story, baby just say yes...

As I look over the archives of this blog, I am feeling quite nauseous.

YES, I started this blog with every intention of it being a kind of anonymous diary of sorts, a means of venting and sharing my feelings without having to tire my hand with a pen and paper. But it seems to have turned into some gushy love story about my relationship!

It may have something to do with the fact that I started this blog back when my relationship was just budding, but apparently it was all that was on my mind at the time!

And so I must apologize to you, dear readers (oh wait...), and promise that I will now focus on improving my writing skills and doing what I love. Imma start putting a little lovin' and effort into this blogary (<--- my lame attempt at combining blog and diary into one word) to make it more enjoyable for the rest of us. Because, let's be frank, this love bullshit sucks.

DISCLAIMER: I am still in love and still in a relationship, I guess I am just more mature than I was a few months ago. Crazy how that happens, eh?

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It's all just disenchantment, isn't it?

Nothing hurts me more than knowing you're mad at me.
Nothing hurts me more than knowing you're disappointment in me.
Nothing hurts me more than not knowing when I will see you again.

But nothing, nothing hurts me more than being without you.